I want to talk about someone I like. She’s 18 years old. Too young for me. She is my student in Senior High School. She knows my preference. I’m a lesbian. I do not know what’s gotten into me, but ever since we got connected I feel good.
I started to realized, last year that she’s special to me. I like to see her everyday, and I think I want her to be my girlfriend. She’s too young for me though. I’m 29, she’s 18. I would probably look like her older sister. I’m even older than her sister.
Last year, she told me she likes me. Well, until now she still likes me. I told her that we shouldn’t be chatting or talking much because I’m her teacher. I can’t afford to lose my job. I mean, I have been working on this and praying for this a long time.
Anyways, I know this is wrong and surely her parents won’t approve about me, because I’m her teacher and I’m a lesbian. I told her, that when she’s in the right age and she still feels the same way about me then we should try to hang out and probably be a normal couple (if lesbianism is normal for people here in my country)
Do I feel sexual desires for her? Nope. I remember she told she has been dreaming of kissing me. Now, hearing that from someone who’s so young was quite awkward, but I felt good a little bit because that only meant I am sexually attractive! My charisma doesn’t work for men alone.
Teaching high school students who already almost look like mature women is pretty hard.. I would never deny that temptation is quite a factor. Some of my friends would judge me for this, but I have always told them “don’t worry I am just appreciating, I am not doing anything”
I realized that I should be teaching kinder students I mean they’re more fun to be with and they’re not attractive at all.. I see them as little kids. Whenever I’m with them, I’m feeling this mother instinct.